4. Something I can’t deny

 Despite not enjoying being serious and focused in stuff, I am very competitive and fixated on small stuff like rankings and wins for my ego, Like I use the fact that im rarely serious to try and get away with losing but really it does get on my nerves, cause it doesn’t really work. Not to mention that I hate losing so whenever I lose to my friend in something I enjoy fair and square while trying to act like i'm not serious even though I am, it’s very hard to deny my loss despite not wanting to accept it. Like I really don’t wanna admit I‘m worse than my friend and that I’m probably not even 2nd, i'm barely even hanging in the top 10 in our friendgroup.

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